November 2009
20 posts
Goodbye Tumblr (For now)
http://melovessunshine.blogspot.com
Do check out this space STEEL!
Cause I will not neglect this space.
Just that I will be blogging at blogger more often. (:
Ciaos!~
“Leaving you may be a difficult decision and just so you know, self-sacrifice is...”
“We’re so different. We’re hot and cold, fire and water. I’m loud, you’re quiet....”
“The truth is, sometimes I miss you so much I can hardly stand it.”
“As much as I enjoy the concept of being “just friends,” in reality, it’s a...”
I love you so much
More than anything in the world.
I did so many things to you but you just can’t feel that I love you
And
I don’t know why?
I really hope one day you will know how much I loved you
BUT
When you know that maybe I am already gone.
Sigh!
Why you can’t feel this?
I wish, I wish.
FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML!
6-8 hours, 5 days per week.
That was how often I used to see you.
Now,
barely even once a month.
It’s once in a blue moon and that just sucks so badlyyyyyyy.
):
The most tormenting thing I have done in my life is Missing You.
The feeling just sucks so badly that I’d rather sleep my day away.
Just hope to see you online soon.
October 2009
20 posts
I swear, I hate Maths for life ):
There’s so many unfinished business I have to deal with after O’s.
For now, I gotta mug and try to ace for my Humans and Science.
You are my strength and hope.
I felt as though I let you down.
E8 for Maths again.
So what if my Science and Humans are Bs.
With my maths like this, how to go poly ):
Today is the first time I felt you really cared for me.
Mixed emotions: Felt touched and motivated. + Felt that I let you down ):
Sigh
Everything is shattered.
I will not be able to text/call Secret telling him, I’ve made it to poly.
After yesterday english paper,
I did mug for my maths paper today.
HAHA!
My first time mugging so hard for a maths paper.
I am so dissapointed with myself.
I don’t know why I just can’t answer those questions.
I really don’t know what to do with my future.
If only I...
Happy Happy :D Birthday, Jackson Chew Yang Yang!!!!!!!!!
Yesterday buffet was (Y)
I had a sweet dream.
I dreamt of Secret.
It’s like it has been ages since I last dreamt of him.
So sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!
Usually I would get up at 8plus in the morning
BUT
I slept till 1plus today.
Anywayyyyyyyyyy,
I hope it was a success.
If I were to be awake this morning, I guess, my imaginations would run wild.
Thank god for the dream (L)
I miss ya,...
Happy Birthday Mummy!
Even though I know you won’t read my tumblr.
Happy 18th Birthday, Gabe Feng!
Enjoy your day!
And
All the best to Christopher for (you know what it is) on friday.
Stay strong.
Everything will be fine (:
First heard this song from Gabe’s tumblr.
I...
“11712.) When I think about you I feel sad. Even if you love me, I feel sad...”
“Someday when crazier things happen between us, will you give love a chance?”
On results day, I wanna text/call Secret and tell him that I’ve made it (:
And
That will be one step closer in a way.
“Lesson learnt: you can’t depend on anybody.”
“Don’t cry for a guy, let a guy cry for you. Because girls give and...”
“When you begin to miss me, don’t forget that you were the one who let me...”
“By telling someone you love them, you’re giving them the easiest weapon to...”
I am happy today cause my special friend went online, like finally.
AND
We chatted (:
To: That Special Friend of Mine
Where are you now?
I miss you so much ):
Hope to see ya online soon.
Sigh!